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28 April 2023

The Saddest Girl In The World

The last mental flickers of a human

unable to talk any longer

her moans and groans

is she in pain. does she know where she is.

can she feel her body shutting down.

can she see anymore. hear. feel.


the weight.

the heaviness 

of wanting 

to remove all that.

a human 

unable to do away with that.


the angels of darkness, 

Aletta and Quincy,

full of compassion and grace at 9PM 

on a Johannesburg Saturday night.

Their clear, reassuring 

instructions. 

We will now check to make sure

She has departed. Say your goodbyes.

We will now take off her rings.

You may wish to

We will now


My wretched father and uncle

appalled at the prospect of 

helping to heave her new husk

into a body bag and onto a gurney,

jumping to attention when

their manly muscles were required


The saddest, 

happiest, 

most curious

most exhausted girl in the world

adamant 

at taking in every second with her eyes, her body


the sound of the wheels clicking 

into place

rolling across the bricks and up the driveway

into a van.

doors close 

she walks away. 

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