23RD Vernal Equinox

Is a second there to speak

Through organised friends

Shelved for easy reference?

When I feel trapped

I want to pack a bag of t-shirts and jeans

And walk out on you

Walk back into myself

I detest forgetting me

And not jumping into my energy

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Tolerance; shared space

I’m OK with it

Learning curves, eh

Finding it here and there

Locked away in pockets

Too small to grab

Too tight

When I pop them

It also hurts

Ouch

Stop the pain

Discomfort

Fuck it

It’s me

So, fucking unfuck it

Unfuck it

I’m thirsty

And I want to reject you

For my own fear

Of your rejection

Eiziges Damon weis uber alles 5

How heroic

Leave me alone sometimes

My ears and throat hurt

I’m not complicating am I

Speak straight!

Help me

Help yourself

Red ink